As I digested these things I realized that, I had, for years invested in an anti-tithing lifestyle and absolutely no return so maybe I had been going about things wrong. Maybe all the things I had been crying out for were on the other side of this tithing idea.
It was like a lightbulb went on - everything made sense. As clear as day, I could see how the spirit of rejection was literally cutting me off from the very things I wanted in life, the things I deeply longed for; particularly God’s love. To know that God has truly chosen me.